sometimes, i don't know what's running in my head. it is like a big blank page but this big blank page somehow manages to force me to blog. a rather funny and unique feeling. it is like i've loads to say; unsure of where to start, what would be the suitable climax or the perfect ending. sometimes, i felt like i needed a getaway; a vacation preferably. everywhere but not anywhere. i want to go to places that i've never been before, may it be Langkawi or Redang. anywhere as long as it is a stranger to me and vice versa.

today is the last day of my exams and yesterday was my first. one semester passed by so fast. time passes by fast when one is too occupied with time. as i was doing my paper today, i couldn't stop shaking. not cause i wanna pee or what. the room was bloody cold. when i came out after 2 hours, my friends said i looked pale. like very PALE. i thought i was going to freeze to death inside. so, i kinda like wrote my will XD XD lame i know. then i rubbed it off using my eraser cause the lecturer was practically glaring at me. she's scary. she told my friend to shut up when she wanted to ask whether she can answer nature's call or not. eek. cross fingers that she won't be teaching me. teachers nowadays are like animals gone wild. they bite whenever they get the chance to. yikes. that sounds horrible enough. anyway, my holidays have started already. classes will be commencing on the 28th of august. 3 days after my birthday. not that bad, i assume. today's paper really cracked me up. even Lam (shayang youngest brother, 5 if i'm not wrong.) can easily score 1oo. he is a very clever kiddo, serious. i'm getting a slight headache.

i wish things weren't so complicated. i wish that it is as simple as the surface seems to be.

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