gak gak gak. finished all my assessments and assignments. feeling kinda lousy right now. couldn't really sleep. am spamming on watching The Lay of Ueki now. yes i know i am a very boring person. a very uninteresting girl that has no life but to spam on anime. ah. so what? at least i got something to do. rather than nothing to do but to roll on the bed like a sushi.


how much would you agree on the fact that jealous means love? how much would you sacrifice for your love? to what extent would you go for your loved one? and do you believe that actions speak louder than words? i seriously strongly believe and agree that actions speak louder than words. you prove everything by actions. words are just words. words are like empty promises. words are like sands, easily blown away by the wind. words words words words. reminds me of the song words sang by boyzone.





and the first thing baby turned over and read the post, he simply replied "but i have Tim Tams." -____________________- baby, the Tim Tams were from my mom!


brinjal broke up with his girlfriend a quite long time ago. reason, miscommunication. at least that is what i think la. she seldom/ rarely spends time with brinjal. and IMO, even if she does, i think she only tells him about her emo-ness or rather the stress/pressure that she has been facing. she faces problems with her personal life as well as her college matters. she is an ACCA/accounting student. i wonder whether all ACCA student are like this. i was pretty much relieved when brinjal finally gave in and ended it. i think partially also it was because i have been giving him some very NOT useful advices. i don't agree with the way she thinks or the way she feels. she feels like the world thinks she is useless and countless times, she would say she feels like suiciding, putting brinjal into an all worried mode. personally, i think it is bad, in both ways, for the both of them. emotional roller coaster and energy draining for both.


i am not an evil person. not like i like to see people break up or so. it is just that the both of them are not meant for each other. no matter how much you love someone, at one point, you will realize, you will know if that person is really meant for you or not. am i meant for my baby? my baby is meant for me? i don't know yet but i know one thing for sure. i know that i dowan to think about it. cause cemburu tandanya sayang.

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