19 more days

i have nothing to do lately other than waking up at 7am. watched this Taiwanese show at 10am. walked in and out of my room like a headless chicken and nope. i have absolutely nothing to do! i want to go out, hang out with friends, shopping and or do some baking! those are like hard to achieve simply because;

1. no transportation and i can't walk out alone cause simply it is not safe.
2. my friends all went back to Indonesia and even those who are here stays quite far from me. it passes the toll.
3. you donate me money, i go shopping. also, must have transportation!
4. bake what when you don't even have a proper oven?

i think i am going to rot at home one day >< i have always hated assignments, classes and staying back in uni to face some shitty lecturers that did not finish teaching the syllabus just cause that lecturer talked too much of their bedtime story. seriously, it amazes me sometimes how long it took them to finish a topic. moreover, it is not a long topic. a very short chapter and my lecturer can actually talk about it for the whole 2 hours! my Malaysian Studies lecturer is even superb. we have 3 hours of class a week and she talked about Executive, Legislative and Judiciary for one whole month. she repeats the same thing week after another. the most amusing part is that, all her main points are the same but she says it in a different way! how gorgeous!

the boyf and his other colleagues who are under the training program got kicked to Technology Park for his training! and i seriously wonder why the HR are so inefficient! the reason why they are all transferred to Technology Park was because the branch in PJ don't have enough phone. wtf. the HR should have known earlier if the branch in PJ has adequate phones or not and how can a call center don't have enough phones one?! how crappy people can be sometimes!

i am dieting. HAHA! i feel so weird typing it out here >< like i am trying to publicize it or something but it is ok. i take this as motivation! feeling not just fat but obese. i gained 4kgs due to my exam! and now, i am not only going to get rid of 4kgs but 10kgs :D *out of topic* i liked my haircut when i first chopped it real short. then post exam, i went and chop the fringe also. i feel so stupid now for chopping my fringe and i pray it will grow long by chinese new year! cause i really look dumb now! mom said i look like some kind of ah lian. "hi! i am SarAhLian."

i have been very obsessed with this one very particular song. it is from the movie Twilight. this song represents the time Edward was from and meeting Belle is a symbolism of him finding a connection to the human world he had to leave behind. the scene at the prom being an American past time also highlights the old school traditions in America. beautiful song.

Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, American mouth
Big pill stuck going down

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