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Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 9:03:00 PM
yesterday was a roller coaster day. i ransacked the whole file cause i lost the check for my course fees. i got nervous, ransacked even more and i even started tearing up. Ain consoled me and told me to call mom to block it, for safety. called and got scolded, of course. ransacked even more *YES! i am THAT desperate!*, cry more, calmed myself down. went up to finance office and talked to them about it. got sent to Miss June. lesson number one, NEVER EVER listen to what the people in Admin has to tell me. did everything, mom canceled the check. feeling emo and depressed. found the damn check in one of the stack of papers. scribbled something on it. tore it. threw it. called mom ><
yes and finally today i got the chance to pull out from the stupid group. and now, i have to collect all the courage i have and tell the group members i am with now that i wanted to withdraw from their group. i know Ain would not like it but sorry, what Sarah said was right. i DID told myself that i would be smarter this year and not let these bloodsuckers take advantage off me. so there. they have it. anyways, i did not approve to join their group. so yea. the best bit is, we have to present this right after CNY and there hasn't been any discussion yet. so, count me out!
any suggestion on what is the best way to tell people that you are withdrawing from their group without hurting their feelings? cause you see, i still have to face them for about 7 months more. any idea?
ok. so i smsed over and told them. FYI, the posts above are typed yesterday and i timed it to be posted on today. so, last night i smsed over and told them *Ain, Joey and Susan. can't tell Jasmine cause i don't have her number* and today, bloody hell Ain is acting like a kid wtf! she refused to talk to me at all! HAHA! not like i care la. seriously, i have been complaining about those bloodsucker vampires to her already and i so conveniently make it sound like she is not one but she is one of them actually. gah. if she is really a friend, she would want me to get out of the group. not only that, IF she is a fucking friend of mine, she WOULD NOT put my bloody name WITHOUT my permission la. anyway, without her is a good thing also cause since her darling best friend left Sunway, she has been miserably emo >< so yea, get a grip on your damned life.
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