there! a picture for a post! this was taken in Malacca a while back ;) as you can see, it is a piece of abandon land. given with nice clouds and some sunlight, it makes a great picture.

i am still stuck doing my IMM individual assignment. i am way off track!

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내 머리는 너무나 나빠서. 너 하나밖에 난 모르고. 너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아. 니가 너무 생각나는 날엔

not late yet still the first day of Chinese New Year! will be going back to KL on Wednesday as i have loads of projects waiting for me >< depressing. please please please do drive carefully as i have witnessed many accidents on the highway during my journey back from KL to Ipoh. remember your love ones! don't break their hearts! ooo! i can smell those nice nice pineapple tarts waiting for me! not forgetting,

Labels: assignments, disappintment, estacyly happy, food, him, home, life, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, sleepy

yesterday was a roller coaster day. i ransacked the whole file cause i lost the check for my course fees. i got nervous, ransacked even more and i even started tearing up. Ain consoled me and told me to call mom to block it, for safety. called and got scolded, of course. ransacked even more *YES! i am THAT desperate!*, cry more, calmed myself down. went up to finance office and talked to them about it. got sent to Miss June. lesson number one, NEVER EVER listen to what the people in Admin has to tell me. did everything, mom canceled the check. feeling emo and depressed. found the damn check in one of the stack of papers. scribbled something on it. tore it. threw it. called mom ><

yes and finally today i got the chance to pull out from the stupid group. and now, i have to collect all the courage i have and tell the group members i am with now that i wanted to withdraw from their group. i know Ain would not like it but sorry, what Sarah said was right. i DID told myself that i would be smarter this year and not let these bloodsuckers take advantage off me. so there. they have it. anyways, i did not approve to join their group. so yea. the best bit is, we have to present this right after CNY and there hasn't been any discussion yet. so, count me out!

any suggestion on what is the best way to tell people that you are withdrawing from their group without hurting their feelings? cause you see, i still have to face them for about 7 months more. any idea?

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ok. so i smsed over and told them. FYI, the posts above are typed yesterday and i timed it to be posted on today. so, last night i smsed over and told them *Ain, Joey and Susan. can't tell Jasmine cause i don't have her number* and today, bloody hell Ain is acting like a kid wtf! she refused to talk to me at all! HAHA! not like i care la. seriously, i have been complaining about those bloodsucker vampires to her already and i so conveniently make it sound like she is not one but she is one of them actually. gah. if she is really a friend, she would want me to get out of the group. not only that, IF she is a fucking friend of mine, she WOULD NOT put my bloody name WITHOUT my permission la. anyway, without her is a good thing also cause since her darling best friend left Sunway, she has been miserably emo >< so yea, get a grip on your damned life.

updated! so click this blue thing!

Labels: emotionally unstable, photography, random, ranty rant rants

my second batch of clouds pictures taken on Tuesday 6th January *i can't believe i remember the dates and days! haha. won't last long though*! this were snapped right after the rain thus explaining the rainbow. to be honest, the rainbow looked nicer real life. well, it was nice looking at the rainbow with the boyf. haha. and i truly love rainbow! i have seen 4 throughout my existing life. well, but that doesn't stop me from wanting more and i wish to see more rainbow! haha. anyway, the third batch won't be coming up so fast cause i have yet to watermark and resize the image not like i don't have the time to but i just don't want to rush things. haha. so, batch 3 and batch 4 would be out next week. will be fetching dad soon! can't wait to see him. when was the last time i see him? honestly, i can't remember but i know i miss him.

Labels: entertaining, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants

my new semester is starting soon already. haha. felt like i have done nothing productive at all during the whole one month plus holidays but i do really enjoy holidays though it is a bit dull and boring at times. well, i mentioned before that this year it is going to be super packed. well, i am really looking forward to Chinese New Year where we will be given 1 week holiday, thankfully! i still remember how much i sulked last year for the Hari Raya Puasa's holiday. i still remember when Ain said that though i am not a Malay but i do and did fight for them. whilst everyone else is having 1 week holiday, we only got 2 days! and what more absurd is that we had to attend classes on Monday, Tuesday and Friday! lucky for us, our lecturer was so considerate that she cancelled the one and only class on Friday with condition that we have to have extra 2 hours next Friday. all of us agreed! but still i am pretty much upset at how the HR team in my uni work. what will students not from KL going to do? say their hometown is quite a journey away? someone must have heard about the complaints that this year, for Chinese New Year and Hari Raya Puasa 1 week off each! haha! i have 6 subjects this coming semester *sulks* last semester i got 8 or 7? can't recall. as hectic as it may be, my Fridays are no class day for the whole semester! a nice break finally it is raining again. o'well. for the past few days, it has been raining at this hour. guess i can catch forty winks!

your beauty is only skin deep. i can't believe i trusted you. i can't believe that i actually believed what you every told me. Life is not all beer and skittles. well, now that i have made my blog private, it is not that you can read it anyway!

Labels: disappintment, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, serious business

yay to my ever first time making my blog private. it was such a horrible decision to make at first. i wasn't so sure if this is what i wanted cause well, it is not like i have a dozen of things that i would not want to share to the public but at the same time, i have a hundred of real good reasons why i should be doing this as well. i choose Friday for 2 very simple reason. today marks the day my brother is 21 years old! and also today is the launching day of the boyf's soon-to-buy phone, Nokia 5800 a.k.a The Tube *or something like that*. so, first batch of pictures i snapped using my D60! and i shall warn you all, it is going to be clouded with clouds! i kid you not. seriously. i haven't had the chance to travel far yet. so this is the best that i could come out with. i have exactly four batch of clouds photo taken at different days. my very first batch (: taken on Monday 5th January 09!

last but not least, Zachary Leong Chi Wai! you are now officially 21! sudah boleh berkahwin, beranak dan bercucu-cicit


p/s: this is so cheating! a timed post :D

Labels: estacyly happy, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, serious business