Name: 김범 / Kim Bum
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1989-Jul-07
Height: 179cm
Weight: 62kg

kill me but i damn love his smile! seriously, i think he has a very charming smile there! will be flooding more of his charming smiles in my blog well, it does help make my blog more cheerful!

Labels: estacyly happy, pictures, random, ranty rant rants

내 머리는 너무나 나빠서. 너 하나밖에 난 모르고. 너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아. 니가 너무 생각나는 날엔

not late yet still the first day of Chinese New Year! will be going back to KL on Wednesday as i have loads of projects waiting for me >< depressing. please please please do drive carefully as i have witnessed many accidents on the highway during my journey back from KL to Ipoh. remember your love ones! don't break their hearts! ooo! i can smell those nice nice pineapple tarts waiting for me! not forgetting,

Labels: assignments, disappintment, estacyly happy, food, him, home, life, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, sleepy

my second batch of clouds pictures taken on Tuesday 6th January *i can't believe i remember the dates and days! haha. won't last long though*! this were snapped right after the rain thus explaining the rainbow. to be honest, the rainbow looked nicer real life. well, it was nice looking at the rainbow with the boyf. haha. and i truly love rainbow! i have seen 4 throughout my existing life. well, but that doesn't stop me from wanting more and i wish to see more rainbow! haha. anyway, the third batch won't be coming up so fast cause i have yet to watermark and resize the image not like i don't have the time to but i just don't want to rush things. haha. so, batch 3 and batch 4 would be out next week. will be fetching dad soon! can't wait to see him. when was the last time i see him? honestly, i can't remember but i know i miss him.

Labels: entertaining, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants

my new semester is starting soon already. haha. felt like i have done nothing productive at all during the whole one month plus holidays but i do really enjoy holidays though it is a bit dull and boring at times. well, i mentioned before that this year it is going to be super packed. well, i am really looking forward to Chinese New Year where we will be given 1 week holiday, thankfully! i still remember how much i sulked last year for the Hari Raya Puasa's holiday. i still remember when Ain said that though i am not a Malay but i do and did fight for them. whilst everyone else is having 1 week holiday, we only got 2 days! and what more absurd is that we had to attend classes on Monday, Tuesday and Friday! lucky for us, our lecturer was so considerate that she cancelled the one and only class on Friday with condition that we have to have extra 2 hours next Friday. all of us agreed! but still i am pretty much upset at how the HR team in my uni work. what will students not from KL going to do? say their hometown is quite a journey away? someone must have heard about the complaints that this year, for Chinese New Year and Hari Raya Puasa 1 week off each! haha! i have 6 subjects this coming semester *sulks* last semester i got 8 or 7? can't recall. as hectic as it may be, my Fridays are no class day for the whole semester! a nice break finally it is raining again. o'well. for the past few days, it has been raining at this hour. guess i can catch forty winks!

your beauty is only skin deep. i can't believe i trusted you. i can't believe that i actually believed what you every told me. Life is not all beer and skittles. well, now that i have made my blog private, it is not that you can read it anyway!

Labels: disappintment, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, serious business

yay to my ever first time making my blog private. it was such a horrible decision to make at first. i wasn't so sure if this is what i wanted cause well, it is not like i have a dozen of things that i would not want to share to the public but at the same time, i have a hundred of real good reasons why i should be doing this as well. i choose Friday for 2 very simple reason. today marks the day my brother is 21 years old! and also today is the launching day of the boyf's soon-to-buy phone, Nokia 5800 a.k.a The Tube *or something like that*. so, first batch of pictures i snapped using my D60! and i shall warn you all, it is going to be clouded with clouds! i kid you not. seriously. i haven't had the chance to travel far yet. so this is the best that i could come out with. i have exactly four batch of clouds photo taken at different days. my very first batch (: taken on Monday 5th January 09!

last but not least, Zachary Leong Chi Wai! you are now officially 21! sudah boleh berkahwin, beranak dan bercucu-cicit


p/s: this is so cheating! a timed post :D

Labels: estacyly happy, photography, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, serious business

i can't believe how some people can totally live in a world of lies and jealousy. or rather how they would create such a world. to be honest, it was you who chooses to be so! and it is not my fault or his that you don't get what you wanted ok? get a life and grow up, dickhead. you are so freaking childish since that incident started! jealousy and lies all shows in your eyes. you are no longer who you used to be. and FYI, you don't have the right to question anyone since you always eat your own words. you are no better than those pathetic buggers around the world. i feel so disgusted by just looking at your face. uek!

i have decided to make my blog private. drop me an email at lyfedancer@gmail.com. thanks.

Labels: mess not, pictures, serious business

it is not always that simple. some things can be bought by money while some can't. i can buy another DSLR when i have enough money but i can never buy you back with money. no matter how much i save, you can't be bought using money. i want you to know my gift for you is still in good condition. i know, hun. i know but i value you more than the gifts you shower me with. even if you give me the universe, it is still you who i care for, not the gifts you give me. sorry. i am not in the mood tonight. will load more next day.

Labels: disappintment, estacyly happy, pictures, random, ranty rant rants

lol. a very nice review on the iPhone which i dug up out of nowhere. i realized i haven't been blogging properly lately. blogging properly as in blogging what i should be? a review of something, anything or maybe rantings? there weren't that much rantings to start with since i am still in the midst of my semester break! i am enjoying each and every last few bits of my holidays before the start of a hectic uni life again. i think i mention it before somewhere in my previous post that this year, i would not be expecting any rest at all. my semesters were lined up pretty nice and neat leaving no holidays at all *minus Saturdays and Sundays*. i remember i wrote it down somewhere in my Marketing book. now, where is my marketing book? *rummage through the box* ha!

semester five is from 12/2 - 17/4 and the final examination would be on the 20/4 - 24/4.
semester six which would be my internship/ supervised work experienced will be from 27/4 - 4/9.
semester seven, my last semester, is from 8/9 - 10/12 while the finals would be from 14/12 - 17/12.

there. absolutely no rest at all. one after another. i would be doing my internship in Sunway Travels. not the initial plan but this is the best that i could have gotten. the initial plan was to go Singapore but looking at the condition, i had no choice but to stay back. anyway, it is not that bad doing it here. i wouldn't be hoping for any pay cause well, the reason is kinda obvious. crossing my fingers and hoping for the best.

so what plans i have on line for today. go get my secret lover which is not so secretive after all. dinner would be in Dome with the boyf grandparents and a few more relatives of his, i think. then it would be sleep and dream? haha. not much plans i had for today though.

oh, did i mention that my cousin brother, Eugene got selected to join National Service and he is in the first batch? be it fate or coincidental, he was sent to the same camp as mine Kem Segari, Lumut. i know he is going to have a blasting time in there and hope that he enjoyed it as much as i did. though i was always not in the camp due to the aching pain in my back. haha! my aunt and uncle will be visiting him this weekend to see if everything suffices.

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gotten my secret lover! it is oh so gorgeous! thanks honey, for making it real. the secret lover is quite heavy :D i still can't believe i finally own it! HAHA!

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slept, woke up and twiddled with the secret lover . it is so oh my goodness amazingly gorgeously beautiful! haha! oh, secret lover!

it is not always about you.
you were never the forgotten one,
but you acted like you are one.
you never realize how important you are to me.
if only you would treat me a bit better.
if only.
i think i slept too much.

Labels: class, entertaining, estacyly happy, luck, pictures, random, ranty rant rants

this is how Christmas in Singapore Riverside looked like.


tomorrow is the day where my dream come true! yes yes yes! haha. i am feeling SO excited that i don't know what and how i should react now. i feel like laughing as loud as i could, jump as high as i could, kiss the boyf as much as i could, hug as many people as i could! after tomorrow, MEGAmassive pictures coming in truckload! this is the sweetest way to start a new year!

Labels: estacyly happy, pictures

celebrated the first day of two zero zero nine getting squished in Mid Valley. everyone is like refugees hungering for food. only difference that it is SALES instead of food. besides than all that tempting up to 70% discount boards, the theater also sees a long queue which i think scored more than 100 meters. was planning to watch Yes Man but most of the movies were sold out and looking at the queue alone, no was a definite answer. had a nice hearty meal in Carl's and i swear not to enter Carl's in another few months *prolly about four to five months*. loiter around and spent an hour in Borders reading gossip magazines. most of the good books were wrapped up and those that are not weren't that interesting. went for a very nice delicious dinner in Cheras. everything was steamed and i super super ♥ the steamed Tilapia fish in bean sauce. it was spicy and has that WHAO sensation.

Photography
Author: Unknown


A photograph is more than just
A gift to bring or send.
And more than just the likeness of
A relative or friend.

It is a kindly greeting and
A memory to hold.
Of happy times and pleasant things.
However new or old.

It is a mirror that reflects
Companionship and cheer.
And now and then the wistfulness
That turns into a tear.

A photograph is something to
Adorn a desk or wall.
Or carry in a pocket and
Display to one and all.

It is a faithful portrait
The smile that friendship shares
To add its sunshine and to show
That someone really cares.

Labels: food, life, movie and cinema, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, tired, tired.

happy two zero zero nine everyone! we are stepping in to a new world and once again the same old same old, new resolutions, new wish list, new dreams, new goals and also maybe new partner in crime? lol. best wishes from both of us, Zhi Sheng & Sara



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came back from watching Ip Man (traditional Chinese: 葉問; simplified Chinese: 叶问; pinyin: Yè Wèn; Cantonese Yale: Yip Man) with family members *minus dad* and the boyf a while ago. seriously a nice show! and i think mom fell in love with Donnie Yen. haha! she can't stop saying how calm he is when he is fighting and does not posses the constant constipated look like the General Miura. lol! IMO, Donnie Yen does really played Yip Man very well! RM9 well spent! haha!

i plan to finish this and post it before 12am. things/incidents that happened in year two zero zero eight that ought not to be forgotten and i am typing this here so i can read again when two zero zero nine is about to end! all are in random orders and ONLY happy memories will be typed out!

- the boyf gotten me a Nokia 5220 Express Music as my birthday present (:
- parents gotten me an LG KP500 Cookie for my early CNY gift/ang pau! (ok. actually they offered it in cash but since i am going to get a phone with it so, might as well!)
- the little honeymoon of ours! Pangkor for our 2 years anniversary. i am so looking forward for out third year anniversary!
- spent a wholesome nice 6 days in Singapore and mind you, a wholesome loads of goodies! this year's sales ARE AWESOME!
- moved out of the money sucking pig and into a nice comfortable little house.
- attended the boyf's grandparent's golden anniversary. *it may not mean a thing to you but it does means a lot to me.*

alright! just in time and i am hearing fireworks! HAPPY TWO ZERO ZERO NINE!

Labels: estacyly happy, pictures

so, the pictures did not turn out nice. it was rather grainy. i guess i have lots more to learn. it was my first time snapping night pictures. iso too high and the f-stop also high. urgh. i need more practices which also simply means i need to save! the settings were, iso 3200, shutter speed 13, f-stop 6.3. yea. have a good laugh at my failure.



laugh all you want. not like it matters to me. at least i know i did badly and i was very disappointed. i thought i could do better. gah and the model of the camera is DSC-H7. turned the camera upside down only to find it in small prints >< bah. no mood now cause i am seriously upset.

my knight in shining ebony armor,
rides to me atop his stallion,
to capture my lips and lay claim to my heart,
already impaled with his flag and branded with his mark,
as i believe his is with mine,
it's only after a night of worshiping the body of my heart's true god,
and as he climbs back onto his high horse,
to descend upon his throne of self-righteousness and supposed authority,
that i realize i am but,
another piece of conquered territory.

Labels: disappintment, mess not, pictures, tired

this is what i did today. partially. had a great time snapping pictures using my uncle's semi pro Sony. had no idea what model it is cause it is a very old model (according to him la. i think he got it a year back? when he and his family went to Hong Kong) Google a bit and i think it is DSC-H5 cause it look similar! anyway, the pictures came out great. took a lot of pictures but i cut it down to 11. most of the pictures consist of flowers cause i ran out of objects to shot at and the sun wasn't being nice to me most of the time >< still, 11 out of 20+, i consider that good :D

Labels: estacyly happy, pictures, random, ranty rant rants, trip