Do you believe in fairytale? I still do not know if I do...
But I believe in us, our story and I am committed to write the world best love story with you.
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 11:48:00 AM
so i am being requested to blog right now :D and FYI, i am at work. so how has work been for the past few days. i should say that it was easy cause there was nothing hard coming right up at me yet! so far did all park tour, played around, did some quotations and facebook-ing now and then. seriously, i have nothing much to update on! i have been sleeping during every available slots i have. call me pig but i am still sick!
oh, do you know that me and my friends are coming up with a new website? lol! stay tuned! will update once all is done and good :)
"fuck" is my word for the day. i have been cursing since noon till now. be it my luck or how ignorant some people can be, i conveniently got blamed for things which i had no idea on. yeah, fuck.
i am not in charge. so, why are you looking at me? i did not calculate for it and it is not like i am throwing blames around. that is the fact that i am a lost ball in high weeds. i have been trying to voice out but have you seen how i have been shoved aside? their conspiracies, which you did not see. why me?
tomorrow is the last day and after tomorrow, you all can go and fuck any holes you want!
i am tired. i feel like yelling and shouting at their face! for crying out loud, stop being so childish can die la now? honestly, there are more than me disliking you than you all accumulated ok? many people are VERY unpleasant with you at all! urgh. i hope this ends faster la. really chewing me inside out.
Since the day one i met you, i thought you were the one of a kind good friend that would go all out for another friend. Thank you very much and that i have now changed my total perception towards you. I have seen how you look like now and my oh my, you are even uglier than my piece of shit when i am having diarrhea. You are one of the kind people who never fail to make me attempt to slap you inside out, upside down, and center. You are so lucky i am a very patient person. Luckily, luck the winning side is on my side. Soon, i don't have to see your worst-than-my-shit's face everyday. I am now patiently waiting for that day to come. Fret not for i shall celebrate with a few bottles of champagne and a very nice big juicy steak.
how do i start this post? came back to KL today, house is in a total mess! what a bum, i tell you. i left for only 5 days and the floor is black as coal! have to sweep, mop and mop! gah. tomorrow la
i have officially gotten my very first diamond ring! yes, the diamond is small, but i am not complaining, so no one can! the boyf said that i can take it as my engagement ring. i don't know if i should feel happy about that or what >< but still, the fact remains, i have gotten my very first diamond ring! no pictures yet cause it has to be re-sized. hello, i got big juicy fingers!
anyway, currently i am into this song I'm Stupid by SS501. ending theme song from Boys Before Flowers (Korean).
there are things that we don't have the right to choose in life
Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 6:45:00 PM
so my first week of semester 5 started out not bad. despite the fact that i am actually begging the lecturer to letting me do the project alone, there is not much to complain about. i am very much smarter this semester, thank you. and i have also been avoiding people who takes advantage off me like it is for free and free riding every now and then. heh. so much for my luck, the one and only time where i could not make it for class, was the one and only time where they decide to take advantage off me. hello?! i am not dead and you are not my mother! even my mother respect my decisions ok?
as for my internship, i will be doing it in Sunway Lagoon Theme Park. why i would go there for my internship? cause i hate getting stuck in the office facing desktop 24/7 and at the same time, getting a thicker spectacles wtf! not like i wear one also. haha. got la but also abuse one
plans for tomorrow are dim sum in the morning with the guys, finish up my project in 4 hours, go Lowyat and grab equipments, and house warming in Eu Juin's house! so, watch out for pictures update here!
it never matter if it is normal or not. it is a fact that you did it. it is a fact that i could not take it. it is a fact that i will never ever see you like how i used to.
just when i thought my world came crashing down on me, i see you
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 8:02:00 PM
i wore my new pair of Oxford heels which i grabbed from Zara in Singapore and it amazingly gave me two freaking huge blisters! it hurts and it is very ugly. and now i have to suffer the consequences of not wearing heels till the blisters are healed. gah! the perfect problem is, all my heels are Oxford heels. nice!
i have a total of 6 classes this semester. 5 are in for finals and 1 would be briefing for my internship. gotten my results as well. Marketing and Management A and B's for the rest *Advance Airfares and Ticketing, Tour Planning and Development, Malaysian Studies, Finance Accounting* so yea, i am pretty blessed. i remember how worried i was once i finished Marketing fearing that i might fail. the boyf even set aside money for my resit ><
created a new blog just for photography. here. i don't want to overcrowd this blog
i had no words to encapsulate how i feel. not even the simplest words. i never thought that one day, some day, that day, it happened.....to me.
my new semester is starting soon already. haha. felt like i have done nothing productive at all during the whole one month plus holidays but i do really enjoy holidays though it is a bit dull and boring at times. well, i mentioned before that this year it is going to be super packed. well, i am really looking forward to Chinese New Year where we will be given 1 week holiday, thankfully! i still remember how much i sulked last year for the Hari Raya Puasa's holiday. i still remember when Ain said that though i am not a Malay but i do and did fight for them. whilst everyone else is having 1 week holiday, we only got 2 days! and what more absurd is that we had to attend classes on Monday, Tuesday and Friday! lucky for us, our lecturer was so considerate that she cancelled the one and only class on Friday with condition that we have to have extra 2 hours next Friday. all of us agreed! but still i am pretty much upset at how the HR team in my uni work. what will students not from KL going to do? say their hometown is quite a journey away? someone must have heard about the complaints that this year, for Chinese New Year and Hari Raya Puasa 1 week off each! haha! i have 6 subjects this coming semester *sulks* last semester i got 8 or 7? can't recall. as hectic as it may be, my Fridays are no class day for the whole semester! a nice break finally it is raining again. o'well. for the past few days, it has been raining at this hour. guess i can catch forty winks!
your beauty is only skin deep. i can't believe i trusted you. i can't believe that i actually believed what you every told me. Life is not all beer and skittles. well, now that i have made my blog private, it is not that you can read it anyway!
i choose who i want to be, i choose what i want to be, i choose who i want next to me and i choose you
@ 12:01:00 AM
yay to my ever first time making my blog private. it was such a horrible decision to make at first. i wasn't so sure if this is what i wanted cause well, it is not like i have a dozen of things that i would not want to share to the public but at the same time, i have a hundred of real good reasons why i should be doing this as well. i choose Friday for 2 very simple reason. today marks the day my brother is 21 years old! and also today is the launching day of the boyf's soon-to-buy phone, Nokia 5800 a.k.a The Tube *or something like that*. so, first batch of pictures i snapped using my D60! and i shall warn you all, it is going to be clouded with clouds! i kid you not. seriously. i haven't had the chance to travel far yet. so this is the best that i could come out with. i have exactly four batch of clouds photo taken at different days. my very first batch (: taken on Monday 5th January 09!
last but not least, Zachary Leong Chi Wai! you are now officially 21! sudah boleh berkahwin, beranak dan bercucu-cicit
i can't believe how some people can totally live in a world of lies and jealousy. or rather how they would create such a world. to be honest, it was you who chooses to be so! and it is not my fault or his that you don't get what you wanted ok? get a life and grow up, dickhead. you are so freaking childish since that incident started! jealousy and lies all shows in your eyes. you are no longer who you used to be. and FYI, you don't have the right to question anyone since you always eat your own words. you are no better than those pathetic buggers around the world. i feel so disgusted by just looking at your face. uek!
i have decided to make my blog private. drop me an email at lyfedancer@gmail.com. thanks.
"there will be a massive change in my blog layout this Friday tagging along is a truckload of pictures i snapped using my secret lover (: and i might be also making my blog private due to some very personal reasons. so, those who want it, please drop me an email at lyfedancer@gmail.com so i know which email address i should add. till then!"
it is raining again. o'well. for the past few days, it has been raining at this hour. guess i can catch forty winks!
Zachary Leong Chi Wai! you are now officially 21! sudah boleh berkahwin, beranak dan bercucu-cicit 