i can't escape its grasp
the more i think, the worse it gets
i try to get away, try to lose it all
then why do i feel this way?
giving up would be so easy
but always they say
the best things in life are worth working for
why? cant something good come easy
and take away this feeling
frustration, anger, jealousy, confusion
all these happening together
what can i say? its horrible
i feel the burning in my chest
the frustration inside

i am getting more and more frustrated as days passing by. i am beginning to lose my temper like a nonstop firing machine gun. source of these? i had no idea. i wish i am superhuman sometimes. so that all worries and troubles could be solve with just a click! how i wish!

on the other hand, i have been super tremendously sleepy these few days! last night i slept while watching tv halfway! and i woke up late this morning! if not because of my stomachache, i would have continue sleeping on. anyways, i am glad it is Friday today!

i suggested for a small trip for tomorrow :) a trip to Malacca. take it as a treat for my stress as well as for my mom. i know she has been dying to do these! so, why not? haha. since i have already enjoyed myself in Ipoh with a bunch of friends, so now it is her turn!

कभी ख़ुशी कभी ग़म (Sometimes Happiness, Sometimes Sadness)
i have been keeping a lot in myself,
i wonder if i release it all one day,
what would happen?

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