i am torn in between two, greed and understanding. i know no matter which i chose will end up in the same conclusion, me not feeling right. greed makes me happy but he has to sacrifice. understanding makes him happy but me feeling totally giving too much. the question is, should i give or should i take? i don't know. you see. i refuse to answer but i have to answer i know i have to give him a proper answer today. either greed or understanding.

my left eye corner is bruised. yep. you heard me right. long story and i don't feel like going into details or whatsoever. and my flu is still here. i hate it every time i sneeze. it feels like my eyes are gonna pop out and the feeling is definitely so not fun at all. i hate it ;( and i am feeling sick. i wanna go home now, sulk and sleep. ish ish. can i skip class and go to a clinic and get a medical leave? i wonder. which means i have to call my mom and ask for her permission. well, i guess it could be done since mom ask me to go see a doctor. in any case, i shall call and ask.

there are like so many KPCs nowadays that i am thinking of blog migrations or maybe not. i am kinda tired of blog migration. will just stick to this one till i get a solution on how to make my blog private. oh wait. there is a way! but i just wanna make certain posts to be private and to be only accessable by the password i give. or prolly i should hop back to my wordpress. oh well oh well.almost 12. i guess i should be going. class starts at 12.30. or maybe i should make a phone call. i wonder.

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