Do you believe in fairytale? I still do not know if I do...
But I believe in us, our story and I am committed to write the world best love story with you.
walking a million miles to you
Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 4:39:00 PM
9 + 3 more days
spend half of the day in Pyramid. did nothing productive. had a good try on one of my have to buy list. KP500 Cookie! can't wait to have it. nothing much to talk about today. line is terrible. urgh!
Buy Scarlett Jonahsson's mucus for RM14,000
ACTRESS Scarlett Johansson has put a used tissue on eBay to be auctioned for charity, with bidding reaching over $3000. The star had a cold when she appeared on US TV's The Tonight Show with Jay Leno to promote her new film The Spirit, saying she had caught the illness off her co-star Samuel L Jackson. Johansson joked her illness had value because it had been passed down from one celebrity to another. Host Leno handed her a tissue and Johansson announced she would sell it on eBay to raise money for hunger relief charity USA Harvest. She blew her nose twice, leaving mucus and lipstick on it. The tissue was placed in a plastic bag and the actress signed her name on it. This morning bids on the tissue had reached $US2151 ($3160). The auction ends on Monday. p/s: last i check, US$4,050!
OWN TISSUE FROM SCARLETT JOHANSSON & SAM JACKSON in eBay
suddenly today, everything decided to go against me. HOW NICE! first, the internet line went down. restarted the router umpteenth times but to no prevail. seriously sucky without internet. anyhow, the internet went back good BUT for some very weird reason, my laptop seem to be disturbing the tv. disturbing as in, you know when you put your handphone near the tv and then there is some disturbance. the radio wave or something. this has never happened before and suddenly got such problem. such a nuisance!
i have seen a lot of series of unfairness happening lately. deep down in me, i really want to confront that certain someone just to wake her up and let her know each and every bit of ugliness that was covered with tonnes of sweet talk. her life has been feed with lies and she knows about it but she refuse to believe. how could there be such a person like that in this world and not to mention the position she is in! for her position, i find it very immature for her to do so and i strongly believe that she deserve a very huge big slap as a juicy reward! such people ticks me off! it disgraces everyone who are in the same position as her.
i don't know whether i should trust in luck or fate but i know having you by my side is definitely a lifetime happiness. i am not sure how it began and i don't know how the ending will be like. one thing i am very sure of is that no matter how sour or bitter the future can be like, you will always have me by your side. i will never let you go unless you ask me to. i will never leave you alone unless you want me to. i will share all your sadness and happiness together. baby, we will and we can go through this together. you always have my fullest support.
so, i did promise on the China post :D but i am so lazy to even photoshop it. best bit is, the camera is back home, in Ipoh! smart smart smart! i will be very much camera-less till January. that is when i will be getting my DSLR. hopefully the plan works out fine. if not, my blog would be pretty much picture-less till i don't know when! so i think i will drown my blog with words! haha!
watched Twilight with the boyf. the starting was pretty much urgh. i had no idea what is going on with the staring and so on. plus, Edward Cullen don't really look that great when he stares! love all his smiling scenes. he do really look cute when he smiles. i think he would be better much off as Cedric in Harry Porter. my favorite scene would be the baseball scene. that was awesome! i like the Cullen's house! i wish i would own a house like that but in Malaysia, i can only dream on!
had a new haircut and i looked bad >< never mind. i am going to let it grow long again!
will be going to uni later. to find out why on earth are they increasing the fees. just questioningno arguing!
the traces in my life; i would remember every bits.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 4:57:00 PM
massive picture uploads :D first comes my short hair!
then it is the celebration time :) we had something special this time. instead of the usual classic cake, we got cupcakes instead! with very nice artwork done.
the shop is rather hard to find. mainly it was because they don't have a proper signboard ><
HAHA! i like this. bite me
i like this side. it looked classically exclusive!
the cupcakes!
did i mention 2 celebrations? haha. Zach is my brother!
and this is me. duh!
nice, no?
i ♥ the pastel colors!
congratulation to Zach,
for not only his 3A's but his 11 full marks subjects.
i know i am old already. so, shaddup.
and the chocolate chip mint! yummy :D for my birthday present, i got a mascara from mom. HAHA! and my brother treated me, mom, the boyf and himself Shogun! haha. he say it is for my birthday! thanks awfully much! the boyf? a new handphone! 5220 XpressMusic for my music passion! oh and and also, a Forever21 dress :D
thank you very very much for these marvelous gifts! i seriously don't know how to express how much i love you all! if words could measure love, then it wouldn't be so hard for me to express! honestly, i feel guilty for having bro to treat me Shogun. it is so expensive! guilt overcomes everything ><
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see that bunny in each picture? haha! my type tool got error. so, i used brush instead >< can be considered as my new watermark! :D
WHEEEE~ it is so hot and boring these few days that i almost blew my mind off! classes starting tomorrow. sweats. and i have to take cab to and fro. double sweat!
my one cent coins! 93 of them!
meeting in Starbucks before departure.
cam whoring in the bus. the bus driver is very O.o!
the plaster that Mingee gave me for my blister! cute right?
the very sad Awana Skyway. totally opposite of Genting Skyway!
sadder as it gets further away.
looked like an old english house. lol.
some road going up to Genting.
ah. this. the Dreamz international show which is supposed to be a magic show. the starting was quite nice. till...
this lady came out and started singing in some kind of language and it sounded bad. very very very bad.
below are random sceneries that i snapped in Genting.
below are random pictures i snapped. while walking to the shop lots.
the boyf and i plan to watch Ironman on Wednesday. after my class. if i got one :D if not, morning it is!
tomorrow college starts again. makes me feel all lazy! haha. but staying at home also means nothing better to do. accordingly, we got only 3 subjects this semester. i hope it is true. or else, murder me however you like.
i had this very "meaningful" conversation with MrBrinjal.
ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: me tml got 1 pm paper ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: one pm paper (●̪•) | comfort is my raining star says: GLORIOUS! ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: means satu (●̪•) | comfort is my raining star says: -.-" ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: pm paper always starts at 2pm ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: so i have 1 pm paper that starts at 2 (●̪•) | comfort is my raining star says: .......... (●̪•) | comfort is my raining star says: why 2? ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: pm paper is always 2pm ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: am paper is 9am ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: then got one at 5pm ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: i dont have 5pm one before (●̪•) | comfort is my raining star says: err (●̪•) | comfort is my raining star says: HAAHHHAHA (●̪•) | comfort is my raining star says: i don't get you at all ǝuɹɐqnitewish | contingency theory life says: ala
and not forgetting, i got tagged by MrBrinjal also.
List out five presents you’d wish for: 1. money. i am very realistic ok? 2. nice pair of heels. size 40 please! 3. the joytrom PSP chrome! 4. new phone! preferably SE C902. 5. and more more more money!
List out the reasons for your choices: 1. who dowan money? you dowan then give me. 2. mine got KO-ed after 2 days :( 3. cause i need one and it is pretty? 4. lol. do i really need a reason? 5. HAHA?
Impressions of your crush/significant other: 1. knowing best what and how i am feeling. 2. always by my side. 3. listens to me when i talk, or at least try to. 4. accompany me when i needed someone. 5. nice warm hugs :D
Most memorable things he/she has done for you: 1. his surprises :) 2. his warm hugs and nice sweet kisses. 3. the way he act cute! 4. the letters he wrote to me when i'm in NS. 5. the time he waited for me :)
5 most loved inventions (does not need to be technologically advanced): 1. PSP! 2. internet! 3. webcam. 4. camera! 5. phones of all kind!
What you despise most: perverts, born-to-be-rubbish people,
5 people you want to tag: 1. D 2. Phui Yan 3. Aaron Onn 4. Sam Wulff 5. anyone!
i've been listening and reading on my friends who complaint about not having enough freedom. still living with parents, sneaking out every Thursday night. just to get a little tipsy and some fun. i don't know. but the word clubbing doesn't seemed right to me. covered with smokers. crowded with ass grabbing guys. drink, drank, drunk. fights. and more reasons which really puts me off. i admit i've been there once. it was when i first started coming down KL. and from that day onwards, i vowed not to go clubbing anymore. what do i benefit? i can just buy some liquor and enjoy myself at home! why suffer so much? telling strings of lies just to go out every Thursday night? o' well.
had loads of great food these few days. yesterday dinner TGIF in Pavilion. with mom and the boyf. today lunch is Michaelangelo with mom, bro and the boyf. dinner was steamboat which i really couldn't put in anymore! with my aunt's family, bro, mom and the boyf.
prolly going Genting on Wednesday. a 3 day 2 night trip. RM100 with almost everything included. international show, one day in Theme Park, accomodation and etc. cheap kan?! haha! seriously la, this is a once in a lifetime offer!
internet has been really bad these few days. which makes me wanna go to the TmNet people and screw them over 37441519764581776574 times! they seriously puts me off! pft.
Here's the day you hoped would never come Don’t feed me violence, just run with me Through rows of speeding cars The paper cuts, the cheating lovers The coffee’s never strong enough I know you think it’s more than just bad luck
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff It’s in the ABC of growing up Now, now, darlin’ Oh don’t lose your head 'Cause none of us were angels And you know I love you, yeah
Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never Far enough away Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt I’ve watched you slowly winding down for years You can’t keep on like this Now is as bad of time as any
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff It’s in the ABC of growing up Now, now, darlin’ Oh don’t kill yourself 'Cause none of us were angels And you know I love you, yeah
It’s okay by me It’s okay by me It’s okay by me It was a long time ago
There, there, baby It’s just text book stuff It’s in the ABC of growing up Now, now, darlin’ Oh, don’t kill yourself 'Cause none of us were angels And you know I love you, yeah
in starbucks now. damn no life la. the contractor came yesterday and he kinda fixed the phone line like within 10 second? then only i realize i am paying RM30 for nothing?? and now there is this problem where the phone line is undetectable and i think i have to pay extra? like for about RM100? for new wiring? i am so gonna take it from the UFund. i am not going to take out RM100 for it.
classes are dread boring. lecturers starting to go more dull and boring. but TATOB is kinda lame. not the lesson but the lecturer itself. a Chinese educated lecturer who is pursuing PHD. apparently he wanna make himself erm. i forgotten what is the word for it. just that he wanna see till how far he can achieve. *shrugs shrugs*
there is nothing much i can do at home now. i should really like thank god for the tv, if not i will be collecting spider web everyday.
oh and i bump into Philip. the SMI guy that goes to CGBC. apparently he is in Taylors, SJ. still as cocky as ever but his hair is like longer than his face. make him look more like a pervert. wait! he is already one.
and so i had my resignation letter ready. tomorrow is going to be my last day. to tell the truth, i had this feeling that i am going to slightly miss the place. not the people though but the free meals that i get. haha. i won't regret for doing this cause it is time for me to stop anyway. work is from 12 till 8 tomorrow anyway. but it is not like i care. finish off 8 hours and bid goodbye ;)
well, quitting job means everything that i planned to get this year is unfortunately delayed. was planning to get this babe *points down* by April once i get all the money allocated BUT *cries out loudly*
now my only wish is for someone to be sweet and loving enough to help me add on the amount i am short off but knowing the personality, i might just sleep another day off. oh well oh well. everything is like just a dream right now. tsk! cannot! must find a new part time job and get that babe! the money must either be by hard earned cash by all means (by all means mean either by dieting in a very unusual way or find a part time job). hmmmm. now i wish for some rich guy "accidentally" dropped, let's say 5k, in the shopping mall and coincidentally i found it. urgh. i might as well go sleep now.
call me a big baby or whatever you like for what i am going to type soon, it hurts me an inch NOT.
i dislike mondays. partially cause it is a significant of a long, less sleep, more work week and partially cause, i got 4 damn long hours of break in between two miserable two hours class and i don't know what damn thing i can do to fill in the time. if kan, they make it continuously also not that bad. at least i can finish off at let's say 12.30 or 1.30. just, not 4 hours of break please. take me away.
went swimming. the pool alone is able to shed 3 kgs down. you never wanna know how icy cold the water is. today is tiring, boring and frustrating. had fun playing minesweeper flag with babyzhi. nothing much happened. tomorrow is my off day. i am happy? haha. wanted to talk about something but i forgotten. oh well. am watching Forest of Death acted by Shu Qi. i am only watching "certain" parts of the show.
just this part. not really interested with the whole movie. lately i am not in a good mood. why? good question. have been feeling very tired lately. wanting to sleep most of the time but when i lie down, there is a sudden urge of energy coming out of nowhere. odd. whole body has been feeling rather warm but no sign of fever. double odd. if you are wondering, yes, my eyes felt warmer than usual.
kinda had a bit of disagreement with baby yesterday. on something which he thinks i should not do. he gave in at last but with a stern warning. he said if anything goes wrong or whatever happened, i am not going to let you do it again or something which indicates so. a week, is the limit. thanks for understanding.
line has been terrible lately. it is almost impossible to load any pages. triple odd. cause no one has been spamming on the line except me and baby. i want a fast fast fast line. i wanna sleep. i feel sick.
all i want to do is find a way back into love i cant make it through without a way back into love and if i open my heart again i guess i am hoping you'll be there for me in the end.
way back into love ost hugh grant ft haley bennett
singapore, in just a few more days. thursday :P which makes me wonder what my baby is gonna do for the coming 4 days when no one is there to nag at him asking him to study. anyway how, i got over excited just now. this morning my dad smsed me that he bought me and my sister this turquoise stone green necklace. just now mom told me it is semi precious and the price is exclamation marks *beams* last time, my dad went somewhere for something (either working or vacation. can't remember), he bought us all shirts, which ended up none of us could wear. L size but not adult L, KIDS punya L. ended up contributing them to my cousin sisters who are smaller (waaaaaaay smaller in size.)
today is pretty much another boring day except for the fact that i've been spending some of my time watching House Season 1 which took me 2 weeks to finish downloading that 7.52GB series. worth the wait. don't wanna watch finish so fast, so, taking my own sweet time. one or two episodes a day. not bad. house is funny. the way he treats his patients. sarcastic. love it :) not many doctors can turn on an eighty two year old lady. do the math.
i am seriously in need of entertainment now. i kept on hearing "pom pom pom". hari raya so people are blasting fire crackers and tomorrow headlines is going to be "kid losing 11 of his fingers to fire crackers." oh wait. 11 is a bit too much? gak. like i care. anyway how, registered a new email account. gmail. reason: sms failed on me, hotmail FAILING badly on me. i wonder why. not just us but a friend of ours (or maybe so) said he is facing the same thing as well. so, the only communication is through my blog.
i never knew someone can actually chat through gmail. this is so gonna be fun. gonna try it out later after my bf gets off the phone with his *coughs*mom*coughs*
this blog was written at 9.o1pm and now it is 1.o2am. haha. guessed house was more interesting. so, the gmail thing works wonderful. love those smileys but it only functions on :P and :) it kinda like turn the smileys around and made them cute. hard to explain, figure it out yourself. it works better than msn, only at this moment till msn gets better, which IMO it doesn't cause it is not working.
written a whole list of what to bring to singapore. so that i won't miss out a thing but the only thing which is missing in the list is (except passport. call me pathetic. whatever) boyfriend. does anyone's friend's friend's uncle's aunty's son's daughter's cousin's brother know how to forge a passport? in low cost? cause i'm running low lately.
gonna pack those stuffs up tomorrow. or maybe wednesday. still not yet too late. bus back ipoh is on wednesday 5.3opm. there's still time. provided if i don't slack around which most likely i will. that is why i wrote a list. smart.
watched Fight Club days and weeks ago. got so inspired that i wanna start one myself. problem arose. i'm not a schizo. tsktsk. that show is kinda cool. two men (which is one. schizo, remember?) establish a club for men to engage in fist fights, and later, radical revolutionary/terrorist acts. the narrator, held by Tyler at gunpoint, realizes that in sharing the same body with Tyler, he is the one who is truly holding the gun. he fires it into his mouth, shooting through the cheek without killing himself. that is a bit of an ending spoiler. you know, you've to check the plots out (by reading, of course) and then only you watch the movie. finally, read back to knock some sense into yourself.
is this post long enough to entertain you all? haha. cause i wanna sleep :P
in many languages, food is often used metaphorically or figuratively, as in "food for thought". hence, i wanna ask, you live to eat or eat to live? old tricky question which questions the purpose of food in our lives. me, i've got only one purpose in life. eat! but because i am fat (unfortunately) i have to eat moderately and only reward myself once in a blue moon. the last real big blue moon was when my mom came down to KL. due to all the hassle from Duta to Pudu and Pudu to SJ, it took her friggin 5 4 hours and 30 minutes to arrive. boarding the earliest bus, 8.30am, she arrived at 1pm which led me to food deprivation. how sad. i lost 3kgs while waiting for her. the kgs that i lost were gained later on *frowns*
once we reached One Utama, barbarians were the best word to describe us. food hunting took in place. after a few suggestions, we decided to go for TGIF's RM39.90 3 course meal. reason: cheap, cheap and cheap! wanna try out some new food. plus it is not like always and forever there is such nice tempting offers which makes me wonder how come San Fran Steak House doesn't have such good nice tempting offers. we didn't really expect much for the main dishes as usually such set meals comes with really really and really petite size of food. sometimes, those plastic food we saw in the toy shop is even bigger.
mom and baby had Buffalo Wings for their starter and i chose Calamari Rings. starter came out good. for the Buffalo Wings, they gave either 3 full chicken wings which were cut in half and that made it 6 pieces and for mine, i didn't count cause terlampau manyak but mine was delicious. maybe it was because i suka makan sotong. the main dishes arrived and i swear right, my jaws touched the ground! it wasn't those tiny little plastic toy food we often see in toy shop, but they served us the actual size! as in same ala carte portion, same weight, same amount and even same sizes and shapes! i had Beef Ribs (just two batangs only), mom had Fish and Chips (which they gave a very generous amount of ikan) and baby had something to do with chicken and cheese plus rice (they were also very generous with the chicken).
i think we spent 30 to 40 minutes eating our main dishes as the starter started to kick in. we thought, mark my words, we thought the desert kecik kecik mayung (as in small small tiny??) only. we had Chocolate Mud Pie. it was seriously delicious but at the same time, i felt like i was being sentenced to chocolate weight gain penalty! it was filled with caramel and chocolate ice cream, topped with melting chocolate. don't ask me why they call it pie. it was so awesome we actually tried replicating it! (with no success.) haha. definitely would go back there again if i could. good food, generous portions, reasonable price, GREAT taste, whats there not to like?
yesterday i bored you all with my lame story. today, title is self explanatory. me and darling don't always have good food to eat. so, today was something special day day. we had been eating like a beggar for the past few days. last week, we rewarded ourselves with Subway sandwiches. it was soso so soso yummylicious! today, we decided to have steak and sausages. not the normal ones. the big fat juicy ones! i made mashed potatoes this morning, requested from Aaron. bought 4kgs of Russet potatoes for RM11 the day before. he wanted to make it a 3 course meal, or so he says. the mash came in goof picture for dinner though. the steak, 400g for RM7 and it was humongous!
the nice yummylicious humongous steak and the mashed potatoes.
the mushroom gravy which we kept for months finally came in good use.
the sausages arrived! mine!
his. loaded with mashed potatoes. he liked my mashed potatoes :)
it is so delicious that i almost licked the plate. oh, do the maths!
the nice nice yummy sausages. the taste still lingers in my mouth!
baby bought it for me. he knew i like eating this. but baby, i want fresh iced sugar cane.
JJ sandwiches, when my mom came down to KL to buy a dress.
erm. Sunway Pyramid toilet. it was actually the way to the toilet.
JJ sandwiches again!
ok. maybe a story will do. i have something in mind :P
today a soft wind caresses her cheeks, the beads of sweat blew to the back. "it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares," she chanted to herself,ignoring the heat. people pass by, working men and women,the traffic...rush hour. it is as if she is the one and only one in the world. walking through these people, it were as if she is living in a world of robots and machines, a world where minds were made of silicon and hearts of cold steel.
she is not one of the stunningly beautiful girls well equipped with Prada, Gucci, LV, Jimmy Choo etc etc etc. just an average looking girl who isn't much taller than 5'6". what is so special about her? she is special, everyone is. she walked into a nearby Starbucks,and headed right to the counter, "a cup of hot choco caramel, please," she said with a smile on her face. the barista replied in kind. she sat near the window, where the air conditioning was cooler and where she can see people blow by like leaves in a storm, chaotic and unstopping.
she slowly sipped her cup of drink while enjoying herself with one of the novels written by Stephen King, an author with a penchant for horror novels. ah. life. she was enjoying herself till she was interrupted when a lady in her mid 40s pushed the door and made her way in. she was looking at the lady, who was looking more harassed by the second. "have you seen my son? " the lady was pleading at the confused cashier. "what's the matter?" as she walked up to her. "my son! my son hadn't been coming home for 3 days. he is missing. he loves to sit here and drink coffee everyday," the lady starting to tear as she explained her predicament.
she invited her to join her and asked the lady what happened. "he is 20. i had a fight with him the other day. i wanted to introduce him to some girls. he refused and that was the last time i saw him," the lady sounded harsh. she knows, 20 and mom match making. how pathetic a life he has. if she were him, she would have done the same; get a life by running away. she handed the lady a tissue. the lady showed her a picture, the picture of her son. she cried aloud as she saw the picture. "he is my boyfriend! and he has been staying in my house for 3 days!"
